Soccer Mommy : (4) " ‘Still Clean’ discusses the hopelessness of waiting for someone who’s abandoned you. " - Soccer Mommy " It’s not that I can’t collaborate. It’s just that I don’t know how to say no to people. If someone’s like, ‘Let’s write a song together,’ it’s like, ‘You’ll write the song, and I’m gonna okay everything.’ It’s very hard to think that their ideas work with what I’m trying to do. " - Soccer Mommy " When I was younger, I definitely wish I had felt more… I just wish I had started actually putting out my music earlier because I didn’t do it until I graduated high school and felt like I was leaving. That’s mostly because I have never liked my voice a lot or been like a particularly great singer. " - Soccer Mommy " Being a guitarist was scary, honestly, as a girl in Nashville. It just felt like no one was gonna ask me to be in a band and play guitar, like I never was gonna get asked to do that. " - Soccer Mommy